my friend is leaving for aruba so i just wanna rest my arms on her shoulders for a little bit. the best i can do is catch her eyes when i’m putting a bakery sticker on the underside of her hat. i made michael laugh tonight, which makes me feel like i’ve just scratched off a good lottery ticket. i wanna run back to the store with him. he’s my winner!! the way he shines + jokes like he used to. conner claps me hard on the back before he leaves. i say goodbye but he’s out the door. the door swings open again. “bye kendall”