I'm so nervous. I don't know how to talk it out. Next Friday will be my wedding day, and I actually don't know if I'm ready yet. You see, I'm not actually in love with this guy and after all, it was actually a family arrangement. I don't know if I'm supposed to just follow what had been decided or not. The thing is, it is a big thing. A thing that I can't make a joke out off it. That is why I'm so nervous right now.

If anybody can help me, please do so by sending me an email here :-

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