Dear pen pal, I like talking to you, especially when I'm using my phone. It seems like we have a lot in common and it makes me happy. You give me butterflies in my stomach. It makes me feel wonderful. But I feel like if I were to meet you in person, things would be different. I don't feel like we wouldn't connect the same way we do when we talk to each other behind a screen. There's so many hidden feelings behind text messages, and I don't think I'm ready to reveal those feelings to you yet... I think I'm scared of meeting you.