It's pretty strange that when I'm sad or angry I don't write in english. Because I'm able to, it's just that the emotions are to strong for my mind. Like if they were controlling it. I wouldn't be able to because all is happening so fast, I couldn't tell everything the way I would love to. I'd prefer speaking english as this, I'm sure that nobody could understand me correctly or enough to know what I'm talking about. All my secrets and emotions for the last year are here, in this little memory. If somebody reads it, I'm done. This person will judge me. Saying that I'm completely crazy. I've been suffering so much this year that I told bad and stupid things about life. But once I had clear ideas. All I could have written was true. People say when you're angry, sad or even drunk, don't tell everything you think. But they are wrong. We should. It's the only time we really say what we think about all around us. It's easier to be outspoken in this time as this we got an excuse. The emotions. You just have to say the emotions were to high, sorry. You may have to excuse yourself but all got out. You're free. And this make you so good.