Started decorating the tree with Holli. Went to the mall. Not very eventful. Mom told me Kayla came by the house to apologize and bring me a Christmas present. I would be lying if I said I didn't miss her... Steph told me not to forgive her, want to talk to Kailey about it. I saw a post on tumblr that said "you're not a bad person for the ways you've tried to kill your sadness" and I think that's the most important thing I've read in a while