I had a dream that we got married. I have never felt so happy—I have never felt such joy like that in all my life, in anything. It was incandescent and it hurt. I felt so beautiful. I felt so good. This is the kind of love I wish you’d given me. I want to feel this kind of happiness all the time one day and I want to feel this kind of love when I marry someone who isn’t you. What gave it away was the gold ring on my finger. You know I only ever wear silver.