the pcd is hitting me hard. today was the last cathedral of the year and of olivia Kailee and claudia's lives. after school I went to oc w priya and Louisa and talked to some sixth graders. at home I tried to work but I was so stressed and couldn't. tomar is here so I'll probably starve this week. I just stopped crying after about 20 mins. idk how I'm gonna make it through this week. it's weird how fast my emotions change but I guess this is growing up. I'll be laughing one minute and crying the next, and go from loving to hating someone in the span of half a second. puberty is great. I want to sleep for the rest of my life