Today is the worst day. Today is the day I got home from work and sitting at the table to eat my chicken salad. Today is the day my mom stopped me mid-dinner to tell me she doesn't love dad, that she wants to leave. Today is the day I saw mother break down in tears, shaking, before me unable to speak. Today is the day I called my friends in uncontrollable tears and hyperventilating. Today is when I am very fearful of the future. Today is the day I have always been fearful of. I knew this was coming, somewhere deep down. Today is the worst day.