I wanted this year to be better. Not that I can really do much outside of small personal things, but I just want one really nice thing to happen…I wanted things to begin to get gradually better but for real this time, but I’m not sure if that’s all gone now—if the chance and time for that to happen is gone now. This year has pretty much started the same as the past two, and I don’t know if things will only stay the same or get worse. I’m tired. Can it really be possible that the best parts are really over?