at this point she doesn't even deserve my explanation. her actions can only be described as being "a complete b****" and I don't want to give her the honour of another thought, or the honour of a chance to explain herself. guess I've already lost that front by writing it here, but whatever. word vomit, right? I know I want to show her what I wrote, to tell her how wrong she is as if that's gonna right some injustice, but she. doesn't. deserve. that. she stopped deserving that when she decided that what was an 8 year (best) friendship was worth ghosting for literally no conceivable reason.