I miss her. It went too fast before. We are starting over and we are going to become friends. Then there's the guy that I think about nonstop. He makes my heart race and my body melt and my mouth smile and my vocal cords sing with laughter. So what do I do? Also, exactly 6 months ago, Shannon and I were no more. She hurt me more than anything but I have an awful feeling that a part of me will always love her.