Spent most of the day in bed and indoor today and really wanted to not go out but unfortunately something dragged me outa of ma room. I've got very bad flu since last month and still not recovered. GP sent back me home always when I'm exhausted of flu and say take paracetamol around 6 or 8 a day. Damn. I fucking took almost 50 tablets in last 34 days but I'm suffering and making me stressed about my health and tyrannical attitude of NHS. I'm standing at bus stop waiting for bus and it's raining and getting more colder and colder. The more i try to keep myself the more I can't cope with it. Bus is delayed by almost 15 minutes and this is proud system of transportation of London.